Well, this was the one book I have been anticipating throughout this mostly disappointing series by one of my favorite authors. And I’m a bit torn up about the rating because while I somewhat liked it, it still wasn’t anywhere as wildly sexy, interesting and romantic as her paranormal series. In the first book Rock Addiction Noah St John was introduced as the man whore bad boy of the band. Hints were dropped thoughout that things were not as they seemed and Noah was hiding something. We also get a glimpse of an animosity between him and friend of the band up and coming actress Kit Devigny. In RR we get to finally see what happened between them and what drove Noah to push Kit away. At the start of the story Noah is on the edge and Kit pulls him back. Despite his douchebag behavior Kit still loves Noah and puts her heart on the line once again. He makes it clear he can’t be anything other than a friend but doesn’t elaborate as to why. Eventually, Kit gets the hint that it really is the “it’s not you, it’s me” cliche with Noah. His reticence and almost fearful way he avoids any real emotional intimacy hints at some terrible trauma. Noah is a tortured, traumatized hero with a dark terrible secret. He was friends with Kit before it naturally grew into something more. He believes himself unworthy and she believes him indifferent. All my romance catnip in one book. Perfect recipe for an angsty filled, dark erotic romance. I wanted to love this book, I wanted to inhale it and sigh happily as I turned the last page. It came so, so close but I’m sad to say that this book suffers from the same problems as the other two full length stories in this series. The plot just lags, it starts out with a bang but seriously dragged for the most part. Singh even threw in a stalker which I thought unnecessary. In my opinion Noah ‘s issues and his clawing his way out of the darkness by the love of a good woman was enough. There was enough there for a seriously good book but for some reason Singh pulls back on the angst level and instead of that we get a extraneous stalker plot, Noah being an insomniac, Kit talking about the movie business and her career, her unconventional upbringing and a set up for the next book in the series. Noah ‘s big secret doesn’t doesn’t get revealed until well over halfway into the story and by then I had a pretty good idea of what it was so the shock value was not there. Also, I’m all for a slow burn but when I’m sixty percent of the book in and the h/h haven’t even kissed well then you better make that eventual love scene one for the ages. It was not. There was so much Singh could have done with this. **spoiler ahead**
Noah was a virgin for all intents and purposes. Technically he was a man whore but realistically he had never even been kissed. I really wished the author had explored his awakening into real intimacy more thoroughly instead Noah and Kit’s first kiss is forced and borne out of anger. Their first love scene is fast and furious and that’s pretty much it. What a different book it would have been if I could’ve been given more than a few chapters to see Noah and Kit develop this side of their relationship which given the circumstances would be the more challenging aspect of their lives together. But that wasn’t the case.
The ending felt rushed and the stalker’s identity was pretty obvious even with the red herring. Still, there were scenes where the book shined and I held my breath in anticipation but then they would suddenly fall flat. Noah was a great character and Kit suffers in comparison. Somehow I just didn’t find her relatable on any level. She like much of the book fell flat. I also must warn there are several triggers in this story and for those who dislike heroes sleeping around ,well be forewarned that though it happens before they get physical it happens more than once. In the end, I stick to my opinion that these books would have been better off as novellas. David’s story was novella length and near perfect. Alas, I hold very little hope that Ben’s story will end this series with a bang. I recommend this book to fans of Singh or for anyone who enjoyed the previous books or enjoys really slow burns but if you’re new to her do yourself a favor a find her
other series. These books pale in comparison to her others. Recommended with reservations.